Are you there, God? It's me, Bellona.

Peak has finally arrived. Stress level has been on the high. That's the end of my private space and time for the next few months to come. Been feeling rather emotional and yes, it is nothing new. I always been emotional be it work-related or relationship wise. I seem to sob uncontrollably lately. I tried to blame it on my pms which is the likely culprit for my erratic behaviour most of the time. I am certain the source of contribution to this unwelcomely cranky behaviour derived from the nature of work. The more stressed I become, the more i kept dreaming about my work.

Are u there God? It's me, Bellona. I wish I can pull through this week in this no man's island. Where no taxi will come in even if u call a cab. No one can hear u if you try to scream your lungs out. Most of the times, engagements in this area require long working hours. I am fine with long working hours, just worried if I can get a cab to come in to pick us up. Wish me luck...